what is this?

Just my little corner to hide in and whisper my secret thoughts to anyone who cares to listen.... No point, no purpose, just letting it exist beyond my own reach... Don't expect to find pretty... Don't search for bliss... This is not the page for that.. This is raw inner subtext....

Thursday, September 13, 2012

anticipation and checklists..


we're nearly there now..
my new favorite holiday..
i've fallen in love with being a part of it..
being so close, each second of sleep lost
cannot be replaced on the other end
yet, wide awake i am..
going over the sequence of events
the checklists, the inventories
the last minute to-do lists
can't do any of it now
but i can't sleep either
it's to be expected
and really it doesn't matter
this is how i am and i can embrace that
less sleep, more caffeine, more drive
more success, more pleasure, more sleep
it will all be worth it in the end