Reemergence

arrow released
silently gliding through the black
feathers of razor
effortlessly slicing through
drapes of storm clouds
sheer smokey layers
gently plummeting to the earth
luminosity creeping in
unpretentiously claiming its thrown

Aimless........

Here I shrink, swallowed and dirty

A sniveling runt out of her element

Impervious to logic and fully reliant to it

Nothing makes any sense.

This big, complicated web

Fleeting thoughts and emotions twirling together

Nothing more than plumes of smoke toying with me

Catch my breath

Close my eyes

Pray it all sane

Let go, let it go, repeat

Find the roots, go within

Must search it out

It has to be there

You promised it would be

That I would find a way through this

But there is no cure for this, is there

No way to claw through the membrane

Holding me back

No way to kiss the breaks to heal

Relinquish, retreat

Accept obsession with denial

Deny acceptance of labels

Carry on, carry on.

something more.....

ever feel like something huge is about to happen any minute? like any moment, something fantastic will be revealed? no idea if it's going to be good or bad, just large.


ever get so far ahead of yourself that not only do you trip a hundred times trying to get back to where you should be, but you also can't remember or find where that place is? yeah, that's fun..


ever spent a portion of your life just waiting for the next season? promising that the next one will be better than the current one? now replace the word "season" with any other appropriate noun from your life.


ever wonder how you're going to figure it all out?


ever listen to your gut instinct instead of logic? beautiful, isn't it?


ever lay under the stars and get lost in them? or, perhaps, you're just remembering someone's eyes when they were looking at you..


ever walked an ocean beach in the middle of the night? or through a forest when it glows?


ever felt like you were flying while standing firmly on the ground?

new blog...

new blog, new page
new year, new beginnings
reflect on the losses
to afford the new..