what is this?

Just my little corner to hide in and whisper my secret thoughts to anyone who cares to listen.... No point, no purpose, just letting it exist beyond my own reach... Don't expect to find pretty... Don't search for bliss... This is not the page for that.. This is raw inner subtext....

Thursday, December 30, 2010

Aimless........

Here I shrink, swallowed and dirty

A sniveling runt out of her element

Impervious to logic and fully reliant to it

Nothing makes any sense.

This big, complicated web

Fleeting thoughts and emotions twirling together

Nothing more than plumes of smoke toying with me

Catch my breath

Close my eyes

Pray it all sane

Let go, let it go, repeat

Find the roots, go within

Must search it out

It has to be there

You promised it would be

That I would find a way through this

But there is no cure for this, is there

No way to claw through the membrane

Holding me back

No way to kiss the breaks to heal

Relinquish, retreat

Accept obsession with denial

Deny acceptance of labels

Carry on, carry on.

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