crossroads

at an intersection of time and space;
one path and several others

adventure awaits
no other way to describe this
mere basics are guaranteed
the rest uncertain, unknown

this is a turning point
that part is obvious
this is a test on faith, will, and love;
everyone involved will prevail or fail

my emotions; confusing
i assumed, at first
it was pure anxiety
but clever sadness snuck up on me
grieving for a life to be left behind
ushered out by eager anticipation
for the start i've waited for all my life
anxiety is calmed, yet i still wake

the one thing i feel i lack is fear
shouldn't i be afraid to be here?
at the very least, nervous?
it is a feeling no where to be found
as if it never existed
what does this say about me?
especially when i don't sleep...