what is this?

Just my little corner to hide in and whisper my secret thoughts to anyone who cares to listen.... No point, no purpose, just letting it exist beyond my own reach... Don't expect to find pretty... Don't search for bliss... This is not the page for that.. This is raw inner subtext....

Friday, July 13, 2012

grounding...

(written 10/06/11)

today i stumbled across a sliver of time for myself. tempted to run around and find someone to talk to or something to do, i chose to claim my few moments of time alone. my life has been such a whirlwind that i've forgotten how to just sit and be. how to take a small amount of time and let everything go. today i chose to do just that. i live deliberately without regrets. every action, every thought, every emotion, is a choice and i must not forget the importance of that. so now i sit, atop a crystaline boulder in the middle of the woods, letting it all just flow. the gentle whisper of the wind calms me though i can still slightly hear the reminder of reality in the distance. as crazy as things may become, as uncertain, and as terrifying, i must not lose myself. it took far too much to claim myself and become the woman i want to be. everything i want is within my reach, i simply need to stand up and grab hold. how many times have i said that this will be my year? that simple declaration has proven true and therefor i cannot falter now. this is my time, my moment, my destiny, all that my tiresome road has been leading me to. the stone beneath me channels my energy. the wind carries away my doubts and sooths my soul. today, this was the right choice.



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